In class with my 2 students, a math teacher & his like niece in law or something, at McDonald's Nguyen Hue Q.1, we talked about some paradoxes which she isn't much of a fan of being only about 15 years old and he being about 30 years old.
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Outline of paradoxes discussed today:
Turtle Rabbit speed catch up inability if the turtle always moves forward then how can the rabbit catch but he can but it seems not possible but is but isn't
Crocodile question eat or no eat but if right then no eat but he will but will not but promises not to but you are right that he will but promised not to but must but cannot
Prisoner surprise execution was thought not to happen as he justifies it not to happen on weekends and not Friday and then not Thursday either, or Wed, Tue, and finally not Monday, but they end up maybe killing him on one of those days and that would surprise him
Boy travels back and kills his grandpa before the birth of his father which may split the timeline like that of the Terminator or Back to the Future where he kisses his mom
Never say never
Everything will change
The more I know the less I know
The more I know the more I do not know
I want to know and do not want to know
Paradoxes 2016-03-29 Tuesday MD NH Q1 HCM
Joey Arnold
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Sunday, March 27, 2016
Easter 2016-03-27
My normal routine for the past 2 months or so since late January 2016 revolved around Anna and her family. I have known Vietnamese Anna, first on Tagged where I saw her playing piano & singing in her Youtube videos, & then I met her & her mother in June or so 2013 and we became like friends or something but only friends and I was also her teacher but she normally says I'm a friend and not a teacher and her mother started talking to me more this year. Her brother does not talk to me except maybe a few words a few times. Her sister began talking to me much more this year and began calling me monkey and then ugly mouse. About a week ago, I began giving her, Sisi, Anna's older sister, foot massages and that is nice. Sisi is turning 33 on April 2nd & had an abusive boyfriend. He or maybe another boyfriend had money & would give her money, like $500/month but then stopped and she broke up him or something because no money. They say goodbye.
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Sisi likes money and is taking care of her mom and Anna because Anna is finishing high school now as she is 21 years old but had to go back because she was in a bike accident a few years ago that damaged her brain. Sisi is also helping their divorced mother who is about 57 years old & is getting older. The brother is about 28 and he was working at an arcade place and then at an amusement park pagoda in Q.9 HCM. He is ok. Sisi worries about her sister & mom and works several jobs to take care of them. Anna got married & will go to Canada in 2017 probably & the mother wants to return to more travel. Mother has visited like France and speaks some French.
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For Easter 2016, I woke up & ate & was on my laptop looking at Trump videos, Info Wars, things about the Illuminati, the Rothschild family, the NWO New World Order & I was on social media and looking at my mom's emails about the Easter Bunny and before about how root canals are abd and I was just doing normal things like that and stuff I normally do as Joey Arnold and stuff.
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Sisi comes home & asks for a foot massage. I give one to her. Anna begins to yell at me and pour water at me in the evening & her mother took her out to cool off and to relax. Anna was telling me how people hate me because I am shy or don't talk much or dance crazy or pushed her and how I act or look crazy and stuff and she has said these things before and she has hit me and pour ice water or the ice bucket challenge on me before. At 1 AM or so that night she returned and was still attacking me verbally like she was possessed by Satan & she was saying I am 32 years old even tho I'm 31.
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But back to that evening, Sisi went to sing & came back about 8 PM & told me to go back to the USA. Sisi, & Anna, & others tell me this sometimes. Sisi talked about how bad Vietnam is and how perfect America is. Or how better America is. She wanted me to marry her to take her to America and then she could divorce me and find money or people or men with money & go after them like gold diggers. She always says how much she loves money. She wants me to help her by giving her money, which I already gave her and her family about $1,000 USD or more this year alone plus my time & services of on-demand non-stop service around the clock for the past 3 months or more not counting the previous 3 years too. She wants me to find her a man that can take her to America. She also wants $200 for her birthday Saturday. She wants me to contact my family and get more money and stuff. I normally say no to her and yet she continues to ask and say these things and people generally do say certain things to me again and again but I tend to not compromise or I am closed minded or smart or something. I was sleeping near her. But it is a small house & I am just saying that I was laying down on the floor and was by myself. Another person was nearby resting as well. But Sisi loves money and not men.
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I write this because I want to remember this day and some of the details of this day. I may like Sisi but I am not trying to date her or anything and she may not want it either and they tend to think it is bad if I don't make enough money and stuff. I am Christian and she is Buddhist and that is a problem.
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Sometimes, I feel like a slave. I get emotional. I am very empathetic, sympathetic, intuitive, emotional, spiritual, bipolar, and stuff. I feel good and bad emotions all of the time. I think a lot about the past, present, and future, and juggle around them so much.
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Sisi like made me cry or something and the last time I cried in front of people was at the Leaf Pagoda at the end of 2013 or beginning of 2014 when they were being mean to me and then being nice to me through good things and bad things. It's a long story and it is confusing.
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Sisi is a kind of girl that I like and I kind of like and don't at the same time and I admire things about her and these different things jerk my emotions until I cry. She was being cute and she makes me smile and stuff and my tears were of sadness and joy.
2016-03-27 Sunday Easter Day
Written on Monday 7 AM
Joey Arnold APN HCM
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Sunday, March 13, 2016
Sunday Night Dinner 2016-03-13
I had dinner with my Vietnamese family, Anna, mother Loan, & sister Sisi, outside at a table at a restaurant in maybe Phu Nhuan or close to Go Vap on the big street that goes to that golden state bridge that goes to Thu Duc.
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We talked about how Sisi loves money and I should give her more. We see a man with a retarded boy walk by to beg for money. This is normal in countries like this where people beg for money and they sometimes sell lottery tickets or food or toys or candy or something. Singers walk by from store to store and from house to house in these cities asking for money while singing and sometimes selling stuff as well. There was a male singer and then a female singer. I didn't bring my laptop and mother drove me over to play pool near Bui Vien and I saw girls but tried not to look at them too much and tried not to be distracted by the desire of sex and stuff because I got work to do and there are things I believe in that I must continue to fight for. I have projects and things I work on for over 20 years since the age of ten years old in the year 1995 in the United States and also since the year 2012 in Vietnam.
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Mother talks about how people work hard to be happy and that is what matters most and she asked if I agree or understand and I said no and I wanted to say more but she only knows some English. I gestured my thoughts that I believe that joy and eternal things are more important than temporary happiness. Me and mom went to play pool and then for street coffee and then came back home about 2 AM.
Sunday Night Dinner
2016-03-14 Sunday 6 - 9 PM APN HCM
Joey Arnold
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We talked about how Sisi loves money and I should give her more. We see a man with a retarded boy walk by to beg for money. This is normal in countries like this where people beg for money and they sometimes sell lottery tickets or food or toys or candy or something. Singers walk by from store to store and from house to house in these cities asking for money while singing and sometimes selling stuff as well. There was a male singer and then a female singer. I didn't bring my laptop and mother drove me over to play pool near Bui Vien and I saw girls but tried not to look at them too much and tried not to be distracted by the desire of sex and stuff because I got work to do and there are things I believe in that I must continue to fight for. I have projects and things I work on for over 20 years since the age of ten years old in the year 1995 in the United States and also since the year 2012 in Vietnam.
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Mother talks about how people work hard to be happy and that is what matters most and she asked if I agree or understand and I said no and I wanted to say more but she only knows some English. I gestured my thoughts that I believe that joy and eternal things are more important than temporary happiness. Me and mom went to play pool and then for street coffee and then came back home about 2 AM.
Sunday Night Dinner
2016-03-14 Sunday 6 - 9 PM APN HCM
Joey Arnold
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